A Heart Restored

I’m astounded at the change my heart has gone through, a complete switch from the place I was in just a couple weeks ago–on the verge of hopelessness, despair, and depression. Now, I feel alive again, with a deep sense of contentment and peace and happiness.
Things started to change with a message: “Help is on [...]

A Happy Blog!

It’s been a while since I’ve had a happy blog. I’ve been very excited to be positive for once!
I woke up this morning feeling so refreshed that I thought I accidentally slept in because I couldn’t have been feeling that good at 6:30 in the morning! But no, I was on time. Actually, I was [...]

Is this really where I’m supposed to be?

I really don’t like my life right now.
I don’t like living in Orange.
I don’t like being single.
I don’t like my school.
I don’t like being a loner.
How have things come to this place? A few years ago, I was young and in love. I thrived at my school, I had a boy who thought the world [...]

Living in Fear

Lately I’ve noticed that I’ve lost all feeling. I’ve become numb to every aspect of my life. I have
no feelings about school,
no feelings about boys,
no feelings about home,
about finding a new church,
about visiting friends,
about working,
signing up for classes,
getting my first C,
God’s faded warmth,
or needing a haircut.
I feel none of it. A thought might pass through [...]